Ok. So wants me to try this meme. She's curios on how this is gonna turn out. Pssht. Evil gayness. =3=

Stole this from:

1 . YOUR REAL NAME:
Mattea Junette Tiu Go

2 . YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
matizzle .... (WTF???!!! gay! O_o)

3 . YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
Blue Dog (ooookeeeyyyy..... =3= )

4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
go(space)ma....

THE *TOOOT!!!*!!! I only have 2 letters for my last name! GAY!-_-;;;

5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)
Blue Mango Juice .... O_o gay!

6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)
a(space)tieago(space) O_O more like spanish name!

7.YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (both parents middle name)
Chua something..... Coz I don't know my father's middle name! The *toot!!*!! How should I know! My grandparents came from friggin china.... =3=

8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)
black kuro-chan.... LOL. OTL I don't have any pets but that's what I'm gonna name it if I ever had one! XDDDDD LOOOL.

Sorry. Just tired. HAHAHAAHAHAHAH Streessss.

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- sailor jupiter and her ninja gaia avi~
- a sasuke fanart and her 3rd dream gaia avi~

COMMISSIONS
- chibi di and not-so-chibi di.

KIRIBAN
- something.... a surprise!

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I'm trying my very best. Really trying.

I want to change. That's why I've put (almost) every negative thought or feeling that are inside of me away. Far, far away. I try not to think about my problems and other unhappy stuff and it really kinda works. My mind feels lighter than before. I'm almost 21 of age (this coming June 13 >w< ) . I want to try and become a better person.

As you can see I really haven't submitted any kind of art work for a long time. I'm also trying to change that. Trying. Really trying. My mind, heart and body just wouldn't agree with the same thing for a long time. I'm determined to submit some art work in the later weeks. =_= JIA YOU!

[school+stress]
Rawr. Thesis season. @_@ I think I'm going crazy. I hope I'll live through this term. Too many paper works. Aurgh. I can't believe I'll be more stressed this term than the previous ones. >< I also can't believe that the "COMMUTE" to school is even giving me stress! It used to be the time where I'm by myself and I get to think. Not anymore... -_-# RAWR. Too many people here at Divisoria. -_-# Most of them selfish too. RAWR. Even the jeepney fare had increased. *sob* My allowance. T_T
[end of rant]

See? I'm trying. Keeping the ranting short as possible. (remember. I'm TRYING. LOL.)

Yey. Not only my birthday, but also and 's is coming up. (June 14 and June 16 ) Yey.

JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!! xDDDD

PS.
Nobody got the KIRIBAN. Oh well. Hahaha maybe next time. XD

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Anyone up for art trades? Hehehe I'm accepting art trades, commissions and requests~~ Coz I like drawing other people's requests or OCs~~ Anyway, just post here or PM me~ <3

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ART TRADES
- sailor jupiter and her ninja gaia avi~
- a sasuke fanart and her 3rd dream gaia avi~

COMMISSIONS
- chibi di and not-so-chibi di.

KIRIBAN
- something.... a surprise!

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LOL. Another kiriban thing. xD Catch it and you can request any art. xD Just post here with the proof or screen shot! XDDD LOL.

Gonna be busy. FINALS!!! /omg+/scream+/faint=/waaaaaaaa T_T

BTW, I've inked 's kiriban. Just needed time to color it. LOL.

PS:
SO HOT HERE!!!!! I feel like every cell in my skin is melting one by one!!! /scream

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Anyone up for art trades? Hehehe I'm accepting art trades, commissions and requests~~ Coz I like drawing other people's requests or OCs~~ Anyway, just post here or PM me~ <3

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ART TRADES
- sailor jupiter and her ninja gaia avi~
- a sasuke fanart and her 3rd dream gaia avi~

COMMISSIONS
- chibi di and not-so-chibi di.

KIRIBAN
- something.... a surprise!

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clubs:


the peeps that I've watched:

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4. (rawr. for crying out loud I don't know my height!!! T_T)
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars. (DX)
[x] I tan easily. (People always think that I'm half Fil half Chi because of my tanned skin but the truth is it is because I played softball all my HS years. >W<
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. XD
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (a little..)
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (waaaa ka-chat ko dati??? Dx)
[x] I have more than 2 piercing. (4 piercings! xD I want a fifth but my mom's gonna kill me... )
[x] I have piercing in places besides my ears. (2 on each ear. xDDDDD)
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents. (aurgh. many many times...)
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday. xD
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school. (3rd yr almost 4th yr in college!!!>.<
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (many times! )
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. (wahahahahha... xD)
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing. (OH EM GEE. xDDD)
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something. (yeah. s2pid enough. hahahaha)
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples (hmmm I got a very very deep cut across my knee... I got 8 stitches.... DX)
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox. (when I was still a baby. xD)

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane. (weee first and last plane ride to boracay!!!)
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
(Haven't gone outside of the country yet.... )

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (wahahaha xD)
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (at school. lol!)
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. ( hmmm does the guy's knee count?xD)
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing. ( I wanna :] )
[x] I've been in a play. (rawr. HS days!!!! Florante at Laura!!! Wahahah)
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone. xD
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi. (didn't like it.... )
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single. Wohoo! Single Since Birth!!!XD
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper. (awww yeah. D
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment. (>W<
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. (dun remember.... )
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler. (wahuhuhu xD)
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house. (nevah! xD I can go anywhere w/o anyone's permission. xD)
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight. (weeee I made a guy cry in grade one. I gave him a big bruise.... hahahaha)
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose. (
[x] I've woken up crying. (huhuhu...)

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying. (sometimes D
[x] I hate funerals. (I've been to too many since I was 4.... )
[x] I've seen someone dying. >W<
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. (wohooo!!!)
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[x] I can sing well. (Just a little. xDDDD)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily. xD
[x] I watch the news. (sometimes. xD)
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly. (aurgh... gotta let this bad habit go!!!! DX)
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[x] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love. (darn. I've got tones of chessy romance novels!!!! waaa hahaha)
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly. (rawr. that's the only we have near school!!!!)
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish. xDD
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games. (If I had any D: I used to with my GBA)
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All of those are answered honestly

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Anyone up for art trades? Hehehe I'm accepting art trades, commissions and requests~~ Coz I like drawing other people's requests or OCs~~ Anyway, just post here or PM me~ <3

*****************
ART TRADES
- sailor jupiter and her ninja gaia avi~
- a sasuke fanart and her 3rd dream gaia avi~

COMMISSIONS
- chibi di and not-so-chibi di.

KIRIBAN
- something.... a surprise!

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friends:


clubs:


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I've always known ever since I was a kid that I was someone different. As a kid, I've always played by myself since I was the only girl and the youngest of four children. I also didn't have anyone who's my age to play with. So I got myself an imaginary friend named Jenny. She was my best friend for years and years. We've always played together. I tell her of my dreams and my secrets, stuff that I don't tell anyone, even my own mother. I might be a noisy kid, always laughing and singing silly songs, but I'm actually an introvert. I feel so lonely and alone. There were a lot of stuff on my mind. I didn't tell anyone because I'm afraid they'll just laugh at me or just ignore it. So I kept everything inside.

When I entered elementary school I was bewildered. There they are, kids with the same age as me. I really didn't know how to approach them. I also felt weird that everyone's calling my name (Mattea), not my nickname( Tea, which is what everyone's called me